LIFE is a box of CHOCOLATE

I am worried..not that this is unusual for me.. I worry abt the most insignificant and crazy things..
For eg; I worry abt wat would happen if it rains... again i ponder wat catastrophe would befall me if it does not..
But this time its different..i have numero uno thougths going through my brain and all of them makes me decidedly uneasy..definately worried..
I finally decided wat to do. Ill list them out.. I have always been a list person.. from as far i could remember I am in the habit of making lists.. TO DO lists.. NOT TO DO lists.. To Remember lists..and the list goes on and on :-)
Here we go...
The following are the thoughts(in descending order of their frequency of occurence) which are going round and round like a merry go round through my poor brain

1) I hate losing ppl who are important to me..one of them is leaving me.

2) I want to do an mba abroad.

3) Currently I cannot afford one financially.

4) I have no idea how to build up my common profile to an uncommon one.

5) My supervisor at work has changed.. He has no idea wat work I do... I am worried as to how to let him know of my achievements and appreciation in the current project.. I dont have any visibility with him .

6) I badly want an onsite assignment..I failed to impress clients so i no longer have any hopes for onsite.

7) Due to the above reason there shatters my mba dream into a trillion pieces .

8) I want a promotion as its been 3 yrs and not even one rung of the hierarchial ladder has been conquered.

9) My work is moving to production.. I am scared by the no of defects and change requests which will bombard me.. I don know how to solve them.

10) I feel so lonely and inefficient that I don know which way to turn..wat to do next.

11) I am a member of a group in my office which primarily works for the underprivileged in our society..the group is "Outreach"..
I have an idea which is to collect all the unused and forgotten papers stacked near the printers in our offices.Honestly ppl give stuff for printing and never bother to collect them.
Anyways my idea is to collect those papers and turn them into notebooks for the poor students at the school where I teach..one side of the paper is inevitably blank (as ppl don print both sides).
I have to approach the group leader for a consolidated action to further this idea..i don know why but i feel very apprehensive..not that i am a meek and a nervous person..quite the contrary.. i don know.. somehow i am not feeling myself these days :-(

12) my essays for bschool are still incomplete..madre di dios!!!

God save me from annhilation..